today is my last post ,

to:chdd
thank you for all this nine months plus but my love to you is very real & deep and i couldn't accept the fact that we're apart . i am jux asking for one mre chance to be back again . you told me that , you dun trust me , do you know hurtful it is ? and the fact is , i don't even know wad i had did to make to make you tink tis way . i really want to prove you wrong that you lost the trust in me ; i want us to be back again . my life isn't as happy as it was or perhaps , could say tis , my life isn't as perfect as it was bfe when i'm with you . through tis msg , i hope that we will have one chance back tgt and the point here is to let u know how impt you are in my life . giv me a chance ~


to friends i won't be using friendster & msn often , neither blog tis post is jux to let him see ; sorry friends anything msg me my hp . thks ppl who concern me treat me gd i knew sry to make u all worry . but i want is his love & concern .


i will wait no matter wad .
i can't leave well without you .
i love you too deep ~
all i wants is cheng yong zheng
i don't wanna leave you come back to me i need you mre den anyone else although wad i say is hopeless but i jux can't stop tinking of you . my only one love swear to love you forever , even thought anything happens i will alw be the one who's there for you , i will not consider other guys cause all i wants is yongzheng , i jux wann him without him my life is meaningless . how much i say mayb u can't listen but u nid to know i love you i want yr trust back .

i'm afraid of darkness you're my light .


I HATE BOYS WHO COMMENT ME IN FRIENDSTER ; PLEASE LEAVE ME ALONE ALL I WANTS IS YONGZHENG NO OTHER BOYS .