By the time you figure out you were at mistake,
You realize others have already moved on

By the time you finally decide to say sorry,
You realize they have gotten over your miscues

By the time you start feeling the need of changing,
You realize they won’t accept you anymore

By the time you want to be theirs,
You realize they have dumped you off their lives

By the time you think it’s high time you were crying,
You realize the tears you held inside have already dried up

By the time you begin missing them,
You realize they won’t be missing you anymore

By the time you get yourself to know how much you had hurt them,
You realize they are not here with you anymore

And…

By the time you finally found an answer to that question,
You would realize the exam time is over...

xoxo

Take advantage of today because tomorrow is not promised.

A lesson in life
Everything happens for a reason. Nothing happens by chance or by means of good or bad luck. Illness, injury, love, lost moments of true greatness and sheer stupidity. All occur to test the limits of your soul. Without these small test, if they be events, illness or relationships, life would be like a smoothly paved, straight, flat road to nowhere.
If someone hurts you, betrayes you, or breaks your heart, forgive them. For they have helped you learn about trust, and the importance of being cautious to who you open your heart too.
If someone loves you, love them back unconditionally, not only because they love you, but because they are teaching you to love and opening your heart and eyes to things that you would have never seen or felt without them.
Make everyday count. Appreciate every moment, and take from it everything you possiably can, for you may never be able to expiernce it again.
Talk to people you have never talked to before, and actually listen. Hold your head up, because you have the right too. Tell yourself you are a great individual and believe in yourself. For if you don't believe in yourself, no one else will believe in you either.
You can make of your life anything you wish, create your own life and then go out there and live it.

I guess overall, I've learned that not everything is going to go according to plan, not everything will make sense, and not everything will make you happy. You're going to get hurt, and sometimes really bad. But you have to do what's best for you. People change, things change, and we move on, mature, and accept what isn't meant to be.
But no matter what, life goes on, and it doesn't stop for anyone.

xoxo

First dates, first kisses, countless times of hits & misses.
Sneaking out then getting caught, getting drunk & smoking pot.
Great achievements & fucking up, the best years of growing up.
Insane parties, countless laughs, & slightly whoreish photographs.
From holding hands to one night stands, unexplainable nights, to not-worth-it fights.
Never forgetting all the times we won, we lost and committed crimes.
Good girls to bad boys, and rockin' out with endless noise.
People that call themselves your friends, moments you never want to end.
Boys that rip your heart in half, & even then you want them back.
People you cant live without, going too far or making out.
Superficial fears, worthless mistakes and waking up with hangover aches.
Living through rock bottom all the way to sky high when you feel amazing then want to die.
Missed chances, drunken dances, bikini tops and yelling at cops.
The worst kind of people you'll ever know and the ones you'll never want to let go.
Days where you can’t seem to sleep, stuck up b**ches and having feasts
We'll always have memories of our smiles and tears, the best and worst of our teenage years

xoxo

Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you’ve never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. When something wonderful happens, you can’t wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around. You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because they love you for who you are. The things that seem insignificant to most people such as a note, song or walk become invaluable treasures kept safe in your heart to cherish forever. Memories of your childhood come back and are so clear and vivid it’s like being young again. Colours seem brighter and more brilliant. Laughter seems part of daily life where before it was infrequent or didn’t exist at all. A phone call or two during the day helps to get you through a long day’s work and always brings a smile to your face. In their presence, there’s no need for continuous conversation, but you find you’re quite content in just having them nearby. Things that never interested you before become fascinating because you know they are important to this person who is so special to you. You think of this person on every occasion and in everything you do. Simple things bring them to mind like a pale blue sky, gentle wind or even a storm cloud on the horizon. You open your heart knowing that there’s a chance it may be broken one day and in opening your heart, you experience a love and joy that you never dreamed possible. You find that being vulnerable is the only way to allow your heart to feel true pleasure that’s so real it scares you. You find strength in knowing you have a true friend and possibly a soul mate who will remain loyal to the end. Life seems completely different, exciting and worthwhile. Your only hope and security is in knowing that they are a part of your life.

xoxo

Life is like photography, we use the negatives to develop.

Don't ever use someone's past against them. You're just reminding them of the mistakes they made back then. If you watch their facial expression carefully, then you'll see the hurt in their eyes as they reminisce everything that happened. Never use emotion as a weapon, it strikes deeper than you can imagine.

明知道爱情并不牢靠
但我还是拼命往里跳
明知道再走可能是监牢
但我还是相信只是煎熬
朋友都劝我不要不要
不要拿自己的幸福开玩笑
但是做人已经那么累
假惺惺的想要逃
在爱里连真心都不能给
这才是真的真正的可笑
爱的太真太容易让自己牺牲
太容易让自己沉沦
太容易不顾一切满是伤痕
我太笨 明知道你是错的人 明知道这不是缘分
但是我还奋不顾身
明知道爱情并不牢靠
但我还是拼命往里跳
明知道再走可能是监牢
但我还是相信只是煎熬
朋友都劝我不要不要
不要拿自己的幸福开玩笑
但是做人已经那么累
假惺惺的想要逃
在爱里连真心都不能给
这才是真的真正的可笑
爱的太真太容易让自己牺牲
太容易让自己沉沦
太容易不顾一切满是伤痕
我太笨 明知道你是错的人 明知道这不是缘分
但是我还奋不顾身
可能在爱里这样算笨
可能永远没有所谓永恒
但是我不愿放弃这里面一点点可能
宁愿笨也不想要悔恨
爱的太真太容易让自己牺牲
太容易让自己沉沦
太容易不顾一切满是伤痕
我太笨 明知道你是错的人 明知道这不是缘分
但是我还奋不顾身
我太笨 明知道你是错的人 明知道这不是缘分
但我相信有点可能