I'm just doing a short update here:) I realise working is damn no life because you work for 6days and only 1day off. But what to do, this is life. I'm afraid of growing up, because we have to overcome alot of things. Sometimes I really don't want to face th reality because I fear. Just any decision you make must think twice not ended up regretting that you didn't do this and that. I wish that everything is just a dream. You know how I feel? No, you don't understand me not even my family understand me. So unfair really.. I won't let you ruin me once more.

You will never know, Don't insist what you do and think is right. Because you didn't ask me you only assume.

I never asked you to change and I don't think is stupid to change to be a better.

Never hurt someone you ever loved. Because once they get hurt that's forever.

And never forget how you treat them.

xoxo

Last Friday Club Aura was not bad because everyone get drunk and some of them say their heart words. Shall not enclose here. And had a hard time bring Jun yan home. But still manage to bring him home. Life was so tough for me. Maybe I stress too much anyway my new job place was good but just that my colleague abit siao siao. Will update again.

xoxo

I really mess up my life now... FML!

Been busy working:) Will try to update more often if i can!

I've missed you so much now I'm whole again
Come, come tonight
Just hold me tight
This desert rain you're my guiding light

We, We were lost
This world of pain
I've missed you so much now I'm whole again
Come, come tonight
Just hold me tight
This desert rain you're my guiding light

We, we were lost
This world of time
We forgot about love, You forgot about us
Now I am here

Dreams become real

I feel like a sand that's blown away
back into the storm
I'm inside this dream
That feels just like a desert rain



You will always have my soul
Hidden dreams and secret words
Missing you

I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did, I did-------

And you were strong and I was not
My illusion, my mistake
I was careless, I forgot
I did

And now when all is done
There is nothing to say
You have gone and so effortlessly
You have won
You can go ahead tell them

Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof tops
Write it on the sky line
All we had is gone now

Tell them I was happy
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible

Falling out of love is hard
Falling for betrayal is worst
Broken trust and broken hearts
I know, I know--------

Thinking all you need is there
Building faith on love and words
Empty promises will wear
I know, I know--------

And now when all is gone
There is nothing to say
And if you're done with embarrassing me
On your own you can go ahead tell them


Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof tops
Write it on the sky line
All we had is gone now

Tell them I was happy
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible!
Ooh impossible (yeah yeah)

I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did

Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof tops
Write it on the sky line
All we had is gone now

Tell them I was happy
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible

I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did..........

Will make a short post.

Have been busy working. And is a tiring job, am striving on my own. Sickness attack me again and again. But I keep endure. I know my health is not good, But I won't give up. Sometimes I feel I want to give up at anytime. I'm sorry yz that your 21st birthday was not a great one will make it up for you soon, I'm sorry that you feel I changed :). I'm sorry if you feel this way cause life fuck me up and down this few days. And hope nightmare won't haunt me anymore.

xoxo

I want to forget everything.

I don't want another scar left...

Impossibe...

[Rihanna]
On the first page of our story
the future seemed so bright
then this thing turned out so evil
I don't know why I'm still surprised
even angels have their wicked schemes
and you take that to new extremes
but you'll always be my hero
even though you've lost your mind

[Chorus]
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
but that's all right because I like the way it hurts
just gonna stand there and hear me cry
but that's all right because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
Ohhh, I love the way you lie

[Rihanna]
Now there's gravel in our voices
glass is shattered from the fight
in this tug of war, you'll always win
even when I'm right
'cause you feed me fables from your hand
with violent words and empty threats
and it's sick that all these battles
are what keeps me satisfied

[Chorus]

[Rihanna]
So maybe I'm a masochist

I try to run but I don't wanna ever leave
til the walls are goin' up
in smoke with all our memories

[Eminem]
This morning, you wake, a sunray hits your face
smeared makeup as we lay in the wake of destruction
hush baby, speak softly, tell me you're awfully sorry
that you pushed me into the coffee table last night
so I can push you off me
try and touch me so I can scream at you not to touch me
run out the room and I'll follow you like a lost puppy
baby, without you, I'm nothing, I'm so lost, hug me
then tell me how ugly I am, but that you'll always love me
then after that, shove me, in the aftermath of the
destructive path that we're on, two psychopaths but we
know that no matter how many knives we put in each other's backs
that we'll have each other's backs, 'cause we're that lucky
together, we move mountains, let's not make mountains out of molehills,
you hit me twice, yeah, but who's countin'?
I may have hit you three times, I'm startin' to lose count
but together, we'll live forever, we found the youth fountain
our love is crazy, we're nuts, but I refused counselin'
this house is too huge, if you move out I'll burn all two thousand
square feet of it to the ground, ain't shit you can do about it
with you I'm in my f-ckin' mind, without you, I'm out it