today woke up at 11+ den after tat prepare and went out with cousin and my aunt to bmc den cousin apply for the course den after tat head to town and den walk-ed eat den cousin bought a jean frm topshop den after tat to fareast he bought shoe and top , and i bought a black top soon after head to cine den we went home after tat . was so tired watching tv and rest was thinking bf doing what , nvr receive msg frm evening till now , bf u make me worry and i hate it when i'm worry for you , cox i will T.T

ml is paranoid keep at msn say i paranoid crazy i tink he den paranoid .

Dearest ~
love you .
miss you .



bytch don't be kpo ask so much for what !
& don't be a chicken (:

today i woke up at 12 and den prepare den cab dwn to central to amk hub mit up wif bf den went to fix the citigems bracelet i gave him , den after tat to mac eat den mit up with agatha and li guang , den me and agatha at there chit chat den the boys oso at there chit chat den was talk alots of things after awhile ahmei came and den bf head home me and ahmei head to tak mrt to town den to fareast walked and den bought two bars and also bought a grey top at fareast after tat pei ahmei eat den we two go trim eyebrow and den do my medicure after tat to shaw hse de mango bought a white top and a tube after tat to wisma walk den finish le mrt-ed back to amk den someone faint and bleed so ke lian , after tat ahmei went to astar i went to gd speed mit bf after tat den to astar eat den to kpool and pooled there den to bf hse tak things giv wang jian den after tat to kpool again den cab home . and play com tml gg pei cousin go apply his private same as mine den after tat town town shop again (:

i'm crazy over bf , so his is crazy abt me too (:
muack , i miss boyfriend lots

Bitch ! get out the way , the way you're so disgusting ,
you admit you're . ha !
th way you dso things are so stupid !

Your jiaowei alot and i nvr see ppl wear skinny wear sport shoe . hahas someone tell me tis i laugh ! yr jiaowei when wanna stop , you like a bombster . maybe u afraid to let ppl know you saying her bad things the person with you tgt sae her oready tell me everything wanna me copy here let you see i dun tink the need only ppl like you so childish will post , why mux we post cox we not childish you only . cause you scare nobody know u wanna let her world know den go ahead , u tink we scare you ? nono scare u for what fuck a girl having probation what oso cnt do only call police . alw act one rich sae yr bf one month earn alot all this do u tink i jealous ? the ans is no cox i can get what i wan you cnt still hav to use bf money and buy . nxt time yr bf become begger . haha ! i oso dunnoe ppl like u so evil .

bitch !

today woke up at 1+ den head to bangkit to bank money money come , haha den change new note for new year and went to eat at 200+ den after tat back home and rest den to fajar do some check up oh i'm still 45kg heng sia but height got grow 167cm , after tat cut my hair den after back home den watch show play com , tml shopping again xDD


i miss bf (:

today wake up at 12 den prepare den cab dwn to bf hse den after ttat to central with yp den head to kpool and pooled after tat me , bf , yp and derrick and vincent head to watch the mist, the show make no sense in the end not a happy ending after watching head to kpool again pooled there den after tat vincent drove me hm .


to qiuyue sister : sis u nvr do anything dun bother her ok ? chill

TO lydia : girl , it's obvious she saying you , jux she dunwan admit oready say she's a pig , oink oink @.@


To the pig !: u're jux nonsense , really got ppl be yr supporter and pity you , very happy for you , say somemre , we dun care bo chup siao . still say i hooligans i at the fone tok gdgd u tok like barking still say i'm a dog dunnoe who call and bark first say i say ur bf dunnoe which eye u saw i say ur bf did i sae the pig bf , HAHA lmao , you wan know hw pig die , is stupid den die de . you wanna play go play wif ur bf dick .
you mre childish wanna post everything oh mayb wanna let ppl see den tink we childish but nvm we dun care , dun know hw to tok sitll wanna put a teacher in and tok . wth u doing , not gg care go play wif yr bf balls la . hahaha

someone bf jux cnt understand simple chi or eng to jialat what's the point living here ? haha and also no manner .so sad for them . hmm den really need sympathy from ppl , . what a so call bitch you are somemre now i knw everything the one you saying is her wtf !

today wake up at 11plus den prepare head to bf hse , den wait for him prepare off to town to fareast caught nth at there bf bought one shoe , den i head mango bought a top and den off to bugis was so pack kns ! den bf bought a top at domonic den i bought a dress frm zimple after tat bth liao head back to amk den head to kpool , den after tat me and noelle and others head to gd speed den the rest plae dota exceppt bf and randal so me , noelle , bf and randal head to funland plae pool oso like shit so hot ! after tat to astar eat abit den go back kpool mit agatha , hahas long time no see her . miss her , after tat slack den vincent drove me home , hmm dad gg giv money on monday , yesyes xDD

misunderstand everything . fullstop not gg elaborate it .
oink oink ! @.@

i not in the mood , T.T

today woke up and prepare everything head to maserlling to collect my online bag after tat to amk to bf hse meet him den to kpool play pool den liang xiang & co came den awhile mre me and bf walk around central den decide go eat den head to s11 pei bf eat den wei en & co join us after tat me and bf head to songka after tat cabbed home . tml shopping =DD gg to buy whatever i wanna . (: gd nites .


love bf

i sympathy people like YOU. cause you're just making me look at you as a idiot . opps not so hao ting horrxxzz. maybe i shld say mre jialat you look like a pig @.@, hehe not happy come to my face sae you hate me if u DARE .

today slp whole dae plus go out eat dinner den back home all the wat watch tv , and also watch-ed americian gangster nicenice =) after tat plae come slp.



stop being lame (:
even thought you act one very gd to me infront also no use , hw u tell my sister this kind of thing cruel ~


miss bf

today i slp whole day at hm having fever den slowly become headache den i slp again den mum called and ask me go fajar pei her do pedicure i also do i use a more out-look colour , after pedi head to eat abit only wanton den went home watch 7pm show and also redline the movie mum bought home tml gg stay at hm watch amercian gangster after watch play com awhile den rest , bath all the wayy com , rest .


bf i miss by me .:)

today my day is ruin , %#@$% today prepare and cab dwn to hub while waiting for bf head to a spectacles shop den bought a new contact lens for stand by after tat meet le bf head to his hse rest awhile den prepare to central den hab lunch with bf and wei en after tat to funland find ml den back to kpool meet liangxiang & co after tat bf and me went to watch vanished not nice waste my money . after watching head to kpool slack again noelle was there and also did medi and pedi at central den kpool slack den head to 300+ slack and eat den cab home .



hope yr whole family die !



bf is love (:
misses

today went morning went to have breakfast at mac after to bangkit awhile den back home , hmm den slp all the way till 4+ online-ed and play audi with qianwei after tat den went for dinner after back home watch 7pm show so funny , laugh ~ after tat played com bath den watch 9pm den play com again sian =) meeting bf tml . cheers

muacks to bf , i hart him lots (:

today jitao got so much things . ~

today woke up at 11plus quite tired cab to bf hse and den slp till 2+ after tat went to prepare and den head to hg there and hav dinner at the place i yst went too bf say the foods nice (: after tat walked to heartland mall bought food and eat and den back to central to kpool noelle and ml is there den pooled and den to s11 eat after tat to tag team with bf vs noelle and ml in the end they punch after tat head to tak mrt home bf sent me till my doorstep hehe . xing ku ni le (: love hmm den back home play com . i lend someone 1k but next month i will get it in return . hmm sian ~cnt buy anything till nxt mth .


love bf lots
gonna miss him . xD

whatever think you say it's does not effect me at all :) wanna tell you that you're a loser ! bye losers

today wake up at 11am sorry bf for not meeting u in the morning cause i'm so tired dunnoe why shld try slp early hmm den went to meet ernest den pooled after tat to hub and den to kpool den back to hub wait for noelle come den head to watch the house nc16 quite scary when with bf watch can hug him and see his scare face too bad but noelle mre power to de ma . haha after watching head to kpool slack team and play-ed pool , den my team lose den punch after eat le go back to kpool second round then win liao . haha den bf came giv him a warm hug and den awhile head to bf hse and slack and watch wang jin lu cox his bro have video dwn it watch awhile mum call me and go kovan play pool , so pooled there and den to eat taiwan porridge damn nice after tat mum drive us home mum driving is scary half way there's a Indian man was cycling at road side suddenly he wanna come to the road middle heng he saw my mum if not die knock till him den things will turn bad and den mum was machiam playing racing cars keep one race with other car see who first "childish " haha den back to home wash up and den slp =) tml meet bf dunnoe wanna do what tml .


lovelovelove xD muacks
bf is love (:

today i woke up at 11am den prepare den go bf hse firstly cnt slp . sians cox of smth make me feel uncomfortable den after awhile mre can slp liao finally after tat bf prepare den we went to central and hav dinner after tat went to meet up wif liang xiang & co to town fareast den walk walk den awhile den went to eat wait for them den awhile mre back to central to kpool pool-ed with cedric after awhile den head back home, =) tired ~ tml meeting noelle & co .


miss bf ! tml gg be a tiring dae for you . loves

heard frm jie she gg to laser away her tattoo that's cost alot of money . gosh i nvr heard wrong bah .

today i slpet till 3plus went fajar for lucn and den back home and played com watch tv , after tat dinner with mum and cousins to fajar eat and den back home watch show and also watch gongzhu xiao mei after tat com all the way sian audition patching very slow .


missing bf now .

i decide to forgive you . :)


for my fcuk so call my cb ex-classmates they very de gd & s gd for nth i duncare u gg ka my thing behind i duncare oso all of you de wrong dun tell me there so coincidence things la excuses ALOT . pui ! say things din use big brain plus all are liars . stop lieing i hate all of you like primary kids say things also won't do only noe hw to say only sae till so gd dunwan now leh kanasai .firstly wan de is you all dunwan de oso u all dunnoe what u all tinking la dey secondly , hide from me heng this particular person told me if not i still dunnoe still a dumb like that . enough !

peoples wanna know why i change skin to a plain black cause is easy to see =) so lame -.-"""" boring till nth to do ^^v my head all is tinking abit bf and pray my rashes faster good , larissa you also mux recover yr rashes xD

i am the one who can see myself tonight is cold is raining outside bed
i know that you can see yourself of all the tears inside me turn me to life .

day after day lover tonight i be waiitng to love again ,
day after day lover tonight love is waiting inside yr heart .


someday ; somehow we have to say gdbye
to you and me to face realife
you are the one is something cause of you
all the thing u feel will turn into love


day after day lover tonight i be waiitng to love again ,
day after day lover tonight love is waiting inside yr heart .

today i woke up at 10+ den mtr-ed to vivo city hav lunch and den go for my facial appointment now my skin clean liao -.- after tat cab to qianwei sister hse and den prepare food after eat den bus-ed and mtr-ed to bf hse and gdbye to sister den bf and me watch tv den eat dinner den go home (: love you gonna miss u . haas


love you the most xD
nvr be replaced =)


TO My tis so call good friends you all go do what ever u wann i very ziat now why u all like to lie to me . hate you all. thanks fuck off farfar . byebye


&& i have so call enough of you oready why u wanna add here and there . dissapointed what so gd abt it .


and i'm sick of eating medicine , pls take a gun and shoot me and stop my pain .

i miss bf lots .

today i woke up at noon den do hse work after finish veyr tired den head to cc eat wnton only =( den back home play awhile come . my biaomei pei me go fajar see Chinese doc after tat giv medicine den back to home tired wanna slp liao .LOL boring tml gg vivo for facial and gg qianwei sister hse . meet bf tml xD miss you man

love bf lotslots ^^

today i woke up at 11plus den prepare and mrt-ed to amk and waited for meiqi so i went to kpool play touchscreen first after tat head to meiqi hse so cab there den zhiling oso there tgt go ave 1 eat den chit chat den after tat me and meiqi tak bus go fareast walk , shaw hse cox she bought a mango top (: after tat to wisma and taka walk den soon after mrt-ed back to amk den slack awhile den go mit bf hav dinner at s11 den to kpool pool-ed wif bf den pei wei en and junyan walkwalk den after tat go gsc play dota den after awhile den cabbed home and watch tv play com .


love meimei =)



love bf lots .
miss ya xD

todae i wake up at 2 like that den went for lunch cnt really eat or hold the spoon like jam oready the medicine really too strong for me , after eating went home den pei cousin buy food su bian my medicine for cought , flu and stop the rashes frm coming after tat back home lend frm aunt gong zhu xiao mei and watch there go my sunday =( stay at hm watch tv and com but at night got go bukit timah eat and also to turf city to giant and bought things for household and den back home with my cousines tgt go finally one year hav nt been tgt sit my uncle car go eat and walk . ha watching gong zhu xiao mei . tml gg out , see bf tmr xD loves

muacks
i miss u too much bf (:

upload yst foto .

today wake up at 10plus den prepare cab dwn to bf hse den wait for him prepare den mrt-ed to vivo to a shop eat chicken rice after tat go walk walk den head to habourfront to help vincent tk ting den after tat go eat new york pizza after tat went back to amk central to kpool den to funland find liang xiang & co den pei them go astar eat after tat back to kpool den pool-ed with weiyi and bf oso played with agatha (: hope she fasten her skills up :) after tat to see doctor cox itchy den doc say rashes will knock out if dun tak care tml gg stay at home , mon den go out .

i will miss bf mani mani xD

today i wake up at 10plus prepare and cabbed dwn to ubi meet up with ken and some other ppl den cab to bedok den go one coffee shop eat liao den go bank and etc den chit chat den go mass to do accounting den find it abit sian den get money le cab dwn to amk bf hse den wait for him prepare le den head dwn to s11 to eat dinner den after tat to kpool dden slack awhile agatha came pei her eat dinner den back to kpool pool-ed with minglong & bf .after tat to punggol find irene den bring her go home den after bf sent me home total cab fare $50.90 omg damn expensive cost me alot . LOL after tat at home slp tmr another day ^^

love bf lots =)

today i wake up at 12plus den chatted phone with bf awhile den off to play audi , after playing bath den go dwnstair de coffee shop eat after tat back to home bought some snack bfe coming home at nite den eat so play-ed com the home afternoon plus dota-ed , so sian boring i feel wierld if i nvr put extension but nvm not gonna put anymre my real hair oso enough long oready shall wait till it grows =) i wish my hair can grow faster i wish i can grow my height till 172 =) nth to post all the way at hm was helping qianwei sister create blog den nth to do again bored tmr will be gg out and i gonna miss my bf like hell tmr night den go find bf . lovelove


as days goes by i love bf mre (:
& hope bf study hard , as well as myself have to study hard =)

today i went to bf hse at 10am den slp all the wayy till 2plus i wake up see tv sian den soon after bf wake den his sis bought ask lunch and we eat after tat bf prepare den head to amk hub and watch-ed one missed call can say quite nice, after watching head to kpool and den soon after wait for everyone of them finish pool den to gsc for dota den i oso play dota after playing everyone head back to kpool and den me and bf pooled there after pool-ling slack at there den was tired of extension so pull all of them out and jiazan they all play with it and put it in the male toilet bowl and also the lift haha some ppl come out tio scare LOL after tat slack awhile den cab home , and played com and den slp .

jia zan look like simon =)

love bf lots gonna miss him ,

to pass byying : i do my facial at home =) i nvr go shop do xD

today i slp at hm nvr go out have lunch at fajar deb head home and played dota and audi den watch tv den com again dota and audi again den went to cousin hse hav dinner den after tat head to fajar and do my medi and pedi and also trim my eyebrow after tat head home den again do same things . nth else

shall see bf tml . misses

cny coming le , i did my mask and nails today xD

today i woke up at 11plus den prepare everything den cab dwn to chong boon sec there to meet jiajia den after tat bus-ed to amk hub den went to little match girl bought a top after tat to yes there to eat after eating den walk saw liang xiang & co den pei them to hub see wat they wanna watch tonight movie soon bf came too after tat head to kpool den slacked there den soon after went to mac there wait for noelle came after tat everyone tgt go goodspeed see bf dota-ed after tat to sumo hse eat after tat me ; bf and liang xiang & co head to hub to catch penny dreadfull M18 abit horror after watching head to kpool pooled there and den home =) tml staying hm and slp and rest .


love you
muacks 051206 xD

today i woke up at 10 am den prepare and cab to bf hse after tat slp till 2plus den wake up prepare pei bf to 478 there cut hair nice hair cut neater after tat heAD to central den went to sumo hse and hav dinner after tat head to kpool , pooled there and billard too after tat to hub walk nth to do after tat went to find yp & co after awhile head to kpool pooled again like everyday life like that -.- after tat slacked awhile feel tired so head home and play com den slp tml anothe day .


love bf =)

today wake up at 6am and then watched the vcd i bought yst quite nice after tat pei mum eat den head hm prepare to meet bf so cadded to hub and went to mondo and bought a shoe den head to bf hse den wait for him prepare den cabb to bmc and pay the rest of the amount after tat head to long john have lunch den after eating head to ps and walked around for shoe cnt find so walked to cine den bought a tinkerbell shoe den after tat went to mre den words bf bought me some stationary from there after tat to heeren and walked around den went to ndyc hav drinks after tat went to taka was at there for an hour looking for stationary oso and pencil case den found bf bought for me ^^ after tat walk-ed around den to wisma walk was to tired so bus-ed back to amk den to kpool and slack there denn played billard with bf , jia zan and shawn den after tat all the way slacked there after awhile head to hub den watched body 19 bf so scared haha ! after tat went to bf hse he passed me jacket den aftet tat head to tak cab and kiss gdbye to bf =)


Happy One Year & One Month Anniversary (:

simply love you bf ^^v

okay here i post i feeling better oready , firstly i din slp for the whole night den morning prepare den went to bf hse den slp till evening den head to bf hse dwnstair have dinner after tat headed to buy my contact lens after tat head to kpool and pooled there with bf =) after tat slacked outside kpool den soon after agatha came ^^ den chit chat den me and bf off to pei minglong and co eat den after tat back to kpool den slack all the way (: finally saw dumb xD after kpool head to mac and eat twister fries (: after tat cabbed home den slp :)


one mre day =)
love you

i feel uneasy i don't know why , fcuk the world , i tired of living so what i can have what i want .
you dun do things the way i want .
things now is not i wants .
i hate to be sad or angry i really hate i jux cnt control my emotion .

perhaps nth i can do if things aready have been done is to late . a sorry doesn't means anything if sorry can solve the problem den there's no meaning living in this world . sorry i jux cnt control my emotion anymre .


i going to scold whatever i want now .

I SERIOUSLY NOT HAPPY NBCB.

today wake up at 10am den prepare den me ; mum and cousin head to holland villiage mum went up to healthstep den awhile den went to sasa i buy for my face and hair spend $700 on it -.- after tat head to take bus to douby ghaut den went to bmc academy den registration for private diploma lcci accounting and business statics den everything cost 3000 plus gg 4000 very expensive after tat gg start sch on 18 feb after everything head to pc bunk and do smth after tat head to ps and have mos burger for dinner den after tat bus-ed home and awhile i feel unwell so cold and pain inside , after tat vomited den slp .


ilu dear , two mre days


doing my facial nite readers

xanga blog jux updates & oso me & caiying blog updates (:

hey you listen up stop yr nonsense , i know you alw come my blog be spy or whatever shit dun you think you abit to kpo aready plus i hate ppl like you really , seriously u sucks like hell man i hate you ALOT , plus now is 2008 liao pls go thiink you do all this got what good ,being kpo, complaining to people abt things tat haven solve out , pls use yr bloody brain , i think u need brain wash pls go do a brain wash , plus what u say won't effect me (:

goodbye slut ,

today nvr slp all the way 6am watch tv den order mac eat den slowly den prepare meet bf i bluff him that i now at hm but actually at his hse de mrt track den he very sad den i ask durian "shhh" den he shock i come he smile and very happy worr haha den sit dwn there see dem eat den we chat and chat story become very exciting uh laugh like crazy den went to 422A den at there wait for liang xiang and yp den me and bf went home bf cook for me den after tat we slp den wake up faster prepare and went to amk hub watch aliens vs pretador 2 nice show in the end tong kui yi jing .LOL den afetr watching head to kpool and pooled there bf lose me and i oso lose bf some rounds after playing minglong &co all come den all go gdspeed play dota soon after me ; bf ; joel and yp went to goodspeed den me and bf dote-ed there den after tat went to s11 eat den went to kpool and pooled there again den home sweet home . (: tml gg wake early xP


today 18 match of soccer including spain cup , today liverpool , newcastle & more today exciting match =) hope big club lose (: no gambling for me (: promise bf xD


love my dear yz ^^ muacks

today i woke up at 9plus int he night wow i frm midnight 5 slp till today 9plus , after tat went to living room and watch tv den after watching play com sian sia tml i dunnoe what i'm gg where cox nt gg anywhere only stay at bf hse Zzz or we will at hub watching movie tml ^^ sure will watch haha i wan see bf scare de yang zi , jkjk and i love my m(phosis bag cox is bf chosse de , hehe bf choose de thing i alw love it , den bf now slping Zzz LOL hmm tml gg meet him , bye readers gg eat dinner le , and i din put on weight for 1 and the half years i tink i forever like this liao and today is a brand new year (: hope everything go smoothly , my family good health stay lively .

for bf another year mux study hard , i oso mux study hard shall nxt week go apply for my course at bmc hope bf can with me now waiting for his result first (:

for my dearest friends around me : wish you all the best in yr studies and career and those who have bf last long ^^ those who dun have find a right guy for yrself (:

i miss my dumb dumb agatha ;D hope she grow mre dumb jkjk hope she study hard this year and get gd results for her exams with flying colours =))

Happy New Year 2008 ;DD
i missing bf now =)

random

yst at zara =)

today nvr slp den prepare and cabbed to bf hse den slp at his hse den we some sot of quarrel but in the end he say sorry and he sae he nvr scold me bfe is maybe he dreaming ^^den we order mac eat to his hse and eat den went back to slp and bf sudden frm the bed fall till dwnstair den i was at there omg heng the hamster nvr drop (: den slp le den 5plus bf wake me up say prepare and go out le i still slp very tired den bo bian wake up den prepare and den meet up with ml and junyan awhile den bf and me head to collect his pants den cabbed to his hse den cabbed to vivo and i was slping inside the cab =) den reach le still blur blur den we went around and walk bf wanna buy tops so went to topman bought a 2tops and a belt den head to bebe shop bf bought be a black bebe rhinestone tank giv me (: thank bf for the top u bought for me , after buying headed to armani exchange den i bought a black knit top den bf bought a top there too =) after tat walk around and around and mre ppl come vivo plus i'm tired bth and me and bf went to st james there and see awhile den so many ppl all are adults den decide cabbed back to amk central and pooled there den after ttat head to eat dinner den head to kpool again den to amk 300 plus there the fountain plus there got countdwn s at there countdwn so wierld lo but bo bian cox vivo too much ppl and tired den we play the pop-pop de happy new year,LOL after tat back to kpool sllacked awhile den cabbed hm . thank for all the greetings xD

love bf mre each day a new year begins (:

Happy New Year eve